RED HOT CHILLIES... or those GREEN SLENDER BEAUTIES......The more you eat, the more u wanna eat....Well RED HOT TEMPER is also something like that for me....It just awaits at the tip of ma nose and lo behold!!! before i can even realise SNAP i;d had gone at someone.....Hard to control and irrestible to hold back.....Ma temper is super hot....Erupts like a volcano...A blazzing volcanic eruption.....Nothin' can let that cool come what may...If its meant to explode, it'll....Well!!!! that is ME.....Me though trying hard to control it, very unsuccessfully....The urge inside me to snap back is so strong that i at times fail to see the impact it leaves on the poor creature absorbing it......People just need to touch that raw nerve, thatz it.....There i go again.....PLONK.....PLONK........PLONK.......My words uttered in fury are so spicy that nothing can quench the same......Be it my pal, my best freind, in front of ma rising temper i fail to see it all....They become ceramic moulds in front of me ready for a blast furnace ride.....
I try hard to hold back it back...NO..No...No....but ...................in vain...Apparently i do manage it at times but it all comes out at some wierd point of time when not required.....Just about a week back, i experienced something like this again....All my friend did was to tell me that she would meet me late, and there that was it........I fumed aaway to glory.....The decibel in my voice was at its zenith.......Poor she!!!!! But ME being ME.......Went on and on and on...........................................I'm sure you guys can figure it out ya self...........
I ponder over my temper seldom and wonder........Will it ever come down or not......Or its going to last till eternity......
Tell me how hard is it lose or control one's temper........Until my next downpour, keep pondering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
